Do you ever feel like you just need a break? Like as soon as you have a grasp on everything it gets yanked out of your hands and is just out of your reach again. You want it so bad you can taste and feel it. All you need to get right is that little bit of blue in a grey sky. You keep waiting for it to brake through and every minute it doesn’t you fall deeper and further behind and you spiral down uncontrollably. You grasp for anything to keep you from going deeper down that path but it all breaks as soon as you get a hold of it. And finally there you are sitting and staring up this dark tunnel at a tiny grey sky hoping and praying for some blue to break though just for a moment and bring back to where you once were.
everything has it's ups and downs. all things come an go. now that your at the bottom, you can only go up.
ReplyDeletei don't know if we are supposed to fully comprehend everything, otherwise we'd have a bunch of "know it all's" i guess, but you can always discover new things. just keep that knowledge and p.m.a. (positive mental attitude)and things will come back into balance.
I ditto actionjackson's sentiments. Listen to your friends...you have lots of them and they're all in your corner rooting for you, Janaroo!!!
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