Wednesday, April 20, 2011

I hate it.


I date a lot and I dont just Like anyone. Nor do I allow myself to get to involved because I am afraid to get hurt. Recently I met a girl that I wanted to get to know and I wanted her to know all about me as well. Everything was going well. We were talking on a daily basis and we were going to get together and then I got a text that said she is going through things and needs time to figure them out. She also said she didn't want to talk about and that she would be distant for a while. Now most of the time I would just say yeah no worries take care of your things and we can talk later but because I have feeling for here part of me is like "is she blowing me off?" I don't want to think that but I can't stop thinking the worst. In are talks we talked about the way we are in relationships and we are very similar in that we are very guarded and when things seem to go well we find a way to pull back and we hurt the other person. I hope this isn't the case. we have so much in common and we have a goof time. I don't know what to think and it sucks....