The Begining

When I came up with this idea I thought this would be an amazing way for me to explore myself and to grow within myself. I want to find me. What make me Jan. What do you see that sometimes I fail to see and because Photography is a huge passion of mine I thought it would awesome incorporate a photo with every post. I want this to be a journey, a year of self exploration in all aspects of my life. Transforming me in my friendships, my love life, my work life, health.

In my friendships with my current friends I would like to maintain what we have while learning about them more. Really getting into what makes them them. I don't want the superficial friendship. I want my friends to know how much I love them and how much I am willing to do for our relationship.

Hmmm in my love life... I want one. LOL. I want someone that I wake up next to and fall in love with every morning I see them. Someone that does the little things not because they feel they have to but they want to. I want someone to share life's moments with. But I know that before I can have any of this I need to get to a place where I am not afraid to get hurt, to not be so guarded, to just go with the flow and ok to just relax.

My work life... I don't want to work... I want to go to a job that is so much fun that it isn't considered working. I would like to take my photography to the next level and be able to do it full time.

My health... I am already smaller that I was when I moved to Portland but I want it to continue. My goal is 220. So over this next year I will working on getting down to that point. wish me luck.

So I figure for my first post it would be good to lay a foundation so to speak.

If you are reading I hope you tag along and be apart of my journey.

Cheers!